Alhamdulillah, I got a B. Yes. The letter I used to hate most, the single letter on my result which used to make me feel so down. And today, here I am, feeling so fantastic about it. Ha!

Despite of few cowpoops, alhamdulillah ya Allah. He loves me so much I don't even feel like I deserve this but He knows best! Frankly I thought I failed. If I can get a B that time, I'm sure with Your help I can do much better for the upcoming Professional Exam 1! :D

I'm really happy now, imagine Honey Boo Boo dancing and that's how I'm confidently happy right now. Hahahaha! Allah has been blessing me with so many thing unexpectedly. Throughout my life, He never stopped giving. I've been so bad, I don't deserve this. T.T I hope this is not the way Allah wants to test me if I will stray away from Him or not. Please, no. Bring me closer to You. T.T

At the phase of growing up, this is a very special gift to me. Means a lot thus here I am leaving it here. I know it doesn't have much content and I keep on repeating the same thing.. No I am emphasizing. Hehe. Thank you everyone. :)

No, this is not a review. No. I just want to say that, I will only get one if my best friend has one. ε(*╹◡╹*)з Only then I think it's worth purchasing those package in Celcom. There are goods and bads of using a pastpaid service, the god things are of  course, when the it's the time to pay the bill, Dad will pay. Te bad things is, the cost for one SMS is damn expensive (RM 0.10), and for call it's RM 0.15. That's why I'd rather call then text. It's not like I'm so keen on chekcing what's happening around the world in FB, Twitter and all. My big bro is. I don't wanna end up like him. Haha. :P

It's 8.30 in the morning, I should hang the clothes, umm I guess I'm going to have some breakfast first. Cucur udang. Yummyy. Going to make one. Bye.

Anyway I'm very happy now that Labu has come home. :)

That was the phrase I learnt from Syafiq when i was in Standard Six. I was a total English dumb, I don't understand English at all on that time, so I looked up in a dictionary what "tight" means. At the bottom part of the meaning, there was an explanation on the meaning of the phrase of "sleep tight". Oh.. Now I know. We loved to sent good night SMS, like every night. Cute, huh? How I miss him!  He's staying literally around the corner of my house but I'm too shy to see him! LOL.

Never mind, that's the story of Syafiq.

When I was in Standard Six, the languages I had to learn was a total alien to me. Malay, English, and Arabic! My parents sent my brother and I to an Islamic private school. During my first day, there was a boy from Australia who has just came back to Malaysia too. At least he could speak in English, while I.. Tried hard to use the Malay words I have at most. Haha.

During my first English period at school, we are asked to write and essay for homework. So I turned to my friend beside me and asked, "Essay tu apa?,". That girl had quite a hard time to explain.. -____- and what's more, since it was MONDAY, I read it as "MONDAI". Which means, "question" in Japanese. Haha!!

Had a nightmare last night. Or should I say this morning because if I'm not mistaken I dream of it after I've done my Subuh prayer..

In my dream, i had dream where my brother is extracting my teeth. For real. I still remember, on the right side of the bottom of my tooth. I didn't want it, but my brother insist on doing it because I'm going to put on the braces. I was like, what the hell!? I haven't made up my mind yet and you have already extracted my tooth!?

Then I woke up (in my dream). Felt relieved that it was just a dream, when I got up I can feel that some part of my teeth is hollow! I'm dead. That was real. This is not a dream. Ahhhh. Fine, never mind. It's done anyway. Whether I want it or not, I will still have to. Okay.

I woke up again. On a sofa. It was around 10.30. I immediately checked my mouth! My tooth was still there.. :D Thank God!

Oh I haven't brushed my teeth anyway.

I never understood the difference of teeth, tooth, feet, foot, geese, goose. I know one of it are plural, singular, bla bla bla but I just never could undestand it. HAHA! I don't even remember days in English.. :3 I have to sing, Monday Tuesday Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday come again.. But I guess I just gotta deal with it, like man and men.. Don't worry.. :D

Rasa sayu pula mendengar lagu ni.. :') You know how serious I am when I start to speak in Malay. :)

You see I won't put any sad emoticons in this post  (not even an example!) because I am NOT at all. It's not a trash.. Just say whatever you want, I do whatever I wanna do.

"Oh, she's not going to talk to me anymore. She's busy, I should find new friend and just leave her. She's not going to stay anyway,".

Human is not a "thing". Human is not "something". Human is human. Human and things are totally two different things! Stop being such a materialistic if you want a good friend. Who would want to keep you anyway if even you are treating people like a toy? You might say,

"no I treat my friends very nice. I call her everyday. I give her a lot of things. I introduced her to my mum,".

What's the point of treating people nice when you expect to get something in return? Stop being materialistic. Think what are you going to serve on Earth, to people on Earth, not to demand for something! I'm sure everyone would agree if I say most of what we want is always not good for us. ;) One thing for sure, not everyone wants those things which come with a price. If you think what you want to make them happy by spending your money, think about it. Make people happy by your wish. Your willing. You want to make them happy for no reason by any ways.

If people treat you nice, concern about you, care for you for no reason, just cherish it. No need to ignore them unless they have any bad intention, just because you think they will bring you nothing. For example, in school life, if there's a kid who's from the laaaaaaaaaaaaast class  but they always ask about how your study is, share you useful info, you don't have to think they like you and tell them to stay out of you. Sometimes someone stranger from Facebook can be very concern about you. Just appreciate. It's human nature sometimes to like somebody with no reason.

However, don't trust people easily. Before you get attached to stranger who like you for no reason, find everything about them. Make sure they are really nice. Who are their family, parents. One thing for sure, if you want to know if they are a good person or not, find out how they treat their parents. See who comes first to them. Do they text you and call you even they're at home? If they do, that means they don't respect their parents right? Then think back.. Always be selective. We have the choice. Good people are for good people. If you denied somebody not so good (and you know it), God will definitely give you someone better in return. He just want to test you.

Never hurt people. Never lie. Never ignore people's feeling just because you don't have any interest on them. Remember, sometimes God sends His help through someone we don't even know. If they are good to you, always advice you to be good, willing to talk to you even if you scold them back, think back. Who knows this is how God wants to show you the right path? Again, don't feel like they like you. Good thing, even from a robber, we should accept. If a robber suddenly break into your house and say to you,

"What the hell were you thinking by not locking the doors!? Are you crazy?,"

Then accept it and do it. Lock the door. It's about good thing, not about from who. We can learn from everyone, everything, even cats!

Last but not least, God is always fair. It's Karma mannn. :)

Sometimes I feel like taking back everything I gave from people who don't appreciate it.  If only they appreciate, if only they know how much that present values, not for the price, they won't act this way. Why are people nowadays so realistic? Materialistic? Even a friend, who is human, they think of them as a "thing". 

Going on twitter is like going to a tuition class where there's nobody you know. I used to like it cause it saves my dad's money to text silly things to my friends. Now that I've stopped using it, since I have, my friends have as well stopped using it. I really don't know what to do, and I'm surely that kind of girl who hate letting myself addicted to something. I know this is so whatever, the quality of my writing is really bad, I know! I only spent less thatn 5 minutes writing this while watching the ceremony.

I used to like it, you know. I used twitter to stalk on someone, but now that I've found something better that bother about him, I really don't know what to do with it. And it's the only thing which connects me and him. Deleting the account is quite a good idea, but I'm having doubt so I'll just leave it. I'm convincing myself that I shouldn't expect people to be as sentimental as me. Ex-Friends? Ex-BFF? It's a common thing, here in Malaysia. In my life, propably. How I wish..

You don't really want it, but getting it would make your life a little bit better.

You know that feeling right? Hhhmmm.. But it's not the time to think about it yet. :)

Life has been so easy nowadays. As if I've ever gone through a terrible life..??? :D Nahh, I'm just happy. So happy. People say,

"If you have few good friends that you can count with your fingers, you're lucky,"

I'm so lucky. Hihihihi. This kind of post can only be posted when you have a title as a "school girl/boy" you see. I don't wanna remorse later on for not posting this. Can't wait to discover this world!

You wanna know a secret to have a happy life? Never lie. That's all. If you have pen, never say you don't to people who want to borrow it. Just clearly say, "no I can't lend this pen to you because this is my favourite pen". What's more when it has to do with people. For example, "no, I've never known her/him". Someone terasa? It's okay. It's all in past. Like I care. *laughing like an idiot*. Haiyooo.

Let's go to the park, you get two packets of cheezy wedges and I'll buy some pizza. Yummyyy. Bring everyone.

First of all, I'd like to emphasize that THIS POST HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY CURRENT LIFE. Period. This is just a sudden thought, and I think this post is going to be an interesting (not that interesting, but suitable for my blog) post.

"I don't wanna know who she is, I wanna know who she is TO YOU,"

I should have asked this, so my body didn't have to go for anaerobic process because of lack of glucose I spent on wondering what hurts me so much.

It never matters to me anymore. We were just a friend. And I'm aware of how unsentimental Malays are. I can accept it now. That's the fact. Only Japanese would cry for my absent. As year goes by, I've been educating myself not to being too sentimental with my Malays friends because it useless. Nobody accept it. Betrayals everywhere. Just saying. Had enough of trusting people.

Exactly a year ago (plus minus 7 days), I asked a good friend of mine, who's that girl who he seems quite attached with. I couldn't actually "see" actually, because I don't seem him every so often. Then he began to tell me her name, where she lives, where she's studying at, (continue yourself).

But those answers never satisfy me. I was so offended on that period of time because he started to not to talk to me anymore, while as what I see, he could do what I thought he was supposed to do it to me, to other girl. I'm not the kind of girl who get jealous with no reason. You know how open minded I am if you follow my blog, I believe. 

Then today, suddenly, as my family and I were on our way to home after having a golf session (we had to go back home because it was raining cat and dog!), this suddenly crossed my mind.

Thankyouuu Amin ! Really love it. Goint to bring this on The Day. :)