I hope you don't mind I plagiarized your post :

 "Oneeychan" I once called her that, just 'cause I'm that jakun kid who never met anyone who had lived in overseas before.

    Here it goes, it was the first day of orientation for my foundation studies and I was waiting for my turn to register. I've been observing people from where I was seating and I saw this one girl with her bright orange tudung syria went registered at the foundation table and I spontaneously said to myself  "nak kawan dengan dia lah macam baik je" lolol.

    Passed the orientation week and Alhamdulillah we got into the same class woohoo! While waiting to enter our first class which was Chemistry at A0403 , I tried to approach her by saying hi and stuff but she was not so friendly -__- and so I moved on.Lololol.

     Can't remember how it happened, but suddenly we became close to each other together with Maz and Kiew (uh oh memories).Then, one day, I offered here for carpools.I think that's how we became more closer since I've got more time to talk with her while waiting for her mom to arrive.

   Despite the fact that you're annoying and bossy all the time  :b sometimes, you taught me a lot of things throughout the year, from mathematics to indirectly telling me to wear my tudung more properly to unwrapping the onigiri (I will never forget this okay) and many more.But most importantly,you taught me not to give up.Though I've failed to get an A for my math tests for so many timesss you still believe that I could.I will never forget how happy you were when I got an A for my math test :( . 

   Thank you for all the knowledge that you've shared with me,thank you for layan-ing me all this while.I hope our friendship will not ended once we're done with our foundation studies.Know that, even if we're not close in the future (tsk) you were once a part of me. Lepas ni tak da orang nak teman kita isi petrol dengan pegi dobi dah :( 

The end. 

It has been exactly a year after I was told that I cannot apply for the interview. Now that I have gone through that, I am grateful alhamdulillah.

I have been talking to my counselor a few times before to make my interview session as early as possible. I always believe that if you want something, you have to work for it, no matter what others will say, especially if it involves other people. He told me before that my interview might be on July, but alhamdulillah on last minute he called me that I can attend for the latest session and I made a total payment of RM500.

The subjects required are Biology, Chemistry, Maths/Physics. At least a B. Alhamdulillah so far my result was a CGPA 4.00 so I was able to attend the interview before the final result is announced.

Preparation for Interview

The deadliest "Tell me about yourself" is of course, impress them as much as possible.

The famous questions :

1. Why do you want to be a doctor

2. What do you wan to specialized in
3. How do you see yourself in 10 years

Please prepare for these basic questions! Not to mention I've studied about the school as well, the mission, the ranking, name of the dean and stuff.

For Q.2, it will be really specific. I told the interviewer that I'm going to pursue my study in Dermatologist, so she asked me these additional questions :
1. Name skin diseases
2. How the diseases occur
3. How inflammation occurs
4. How to differentiate type of skin
5. Layer of skin

On top of that, she also asked me these :
1. Which specific government hospital do you want to work at, why
2. Which private hospital do you want to work at, why
I guess these are some of the questions for them to see how we react during stress situation.. It can be anything actually. Who knows these are the questions that pop into her mind at that moment? Nahh jk.. Hihi

The rest, just be yourself and honest.

Towards the end, the interviewer told us that,

"What you answer is not important, what we want to value is how do you cope with the questions,"

Anyway, my interview was conducted with 2 candidates + 1 interviewer. I heard that it depends on your luck.. Kind of. Sometimes it's 5 at a time, sometimes it's 2 interviewer.. Doesn't really matter though. Just say what you want to say. That's all. 

The last paper for my final examination was on 13th June and I was being called for an interview the week after, on 19th June.

It was just another examination, except for Physics. Of course an exam is tough, even I'm not interested to write how was the form of Qs bla bla bla hahaha.

Apparently the appendix for Physics was unlike those at the back of the book, we were told that the appendix provided is enough for you to answer. Unsurprisingly, it was not. At least for me. Haha. I could have memorized those insya Allah if I had known. Those units for R, all that.  IF ONLY! Ahh wutevahhh

Never mind!

I'm not obsessed with getting a full mark because :

1. Knowledge that left in myself matters more.

2. This phase of study is just to obtain the ticket to further my study. Hah!

3. Alhamdulillah I'm already equivalent to apply for the course I'm interested in, without Physics.

4. Insya Allah it is not as worse as it sounds like.. Haha

Went to Chemistrycafe afterwards! (Ever heard of it? It's at Seksyen 7, Shah Alam). 

Unknown Caller

The number looked familiar to me, so I straight away googled the number because my hunch says that I could be important. Heeee. Indeed it was. It was a call from my counselor. I called him back and he told me that I can attend for the latest interview session. Yeay!

I'm really happy. This means a lot to me. Alhamdulillah this is one of the best motivation I've ever received from You. Thank you so much. Dear Allah, please repay all the kindness of people praying for me.

Since yesterday was our first Basic Anatomy & Physiology lab session, our lecturer decided to bring us to the anatomy museum, located at the first floor of the university.

First of all I learnt that there are two kinds of specimen : dry and wet.

It doesn't really look like a general "museum" actually, it's more to a lab full with human body.. Yeah I said it..

Once we enter the anatomy museum, the assistant let us observe some dry specimen of human body parts, together with the dry specimen of the whole human body! At the first glance, I really thought it was just another very detailed human dummy. He later explained how they prepared it and I was told that it remains as long as it is being kept well - the one in the museum has been standing there for 5 years!

Observing the wet specimen was very interesting to me since that was my very first time seeing it in real. Kidneys, human half body sections, and he even showed us how to prepare the "human body"! The smell was fine to me, since I expected the smell of formalin, so alhamdulillah there was no other smell when we visited yesterday.

I pray for their well-being and I'm thankful for letting us learn using their treasure ; a perfect body gifted by Allah. 

Me keeping a calm face in any situations.

One photo tells it all. Felt like I own the world along the journey. :B

We can only plan, the rest, Allah decides, I perceive that.

But we can choose on what to do at this moment we have. Allah gave us a lot of options, in fact, we are the one who create the options! We set our own limits, and we are the one who's chasing the goal.

What's the goal? What are we chasing for in our life? I'm totally too young to say about this, but at my age, I believe to just make things that make me happy. I just wanna enjoy my life and be happy. Every time I feel happy, I feel accomplished.

To be honest, I know there are some people who's life isn't really easy, in term of financially. I must admit that I will never understand how does it feel like. To me, choosing a career is not solely about looking for which has the potential the most to make money. Literally.

"I wanna be a doctor because I wanna buy a Lamborghini,"

Things like that. I just don't really feel right.. Is that what you wanna do in your life? Yeah, for example, becoming a doctor isn't only about getting the money. It's about sacrificing your time, emotional, well everything you do require sacrifices.

So, now, does what you're gonna do worth all the sacrifices you're gonna face?

Besides that, I really hate it when people (around me, of course :D) talk about how hard to study in science stream, especially medical, is compared to other courses. Nothing is easy or hard. For God sake. So you think it's difficult, you wanna do it to prove everyone that you can, to prove everyone for what? You're living for someone else! Get your life and live for yourself, be happy.

You know why? So that you won't become a materialistic person. Looking too much on the visible. Measure everything, this is better, this is worse, all about competing with people around you. Comparing to see who's better. Who's richer. Who's more successful. I never understood how come most people are like this. People who gets a straight A's is an intelligent, while the rest are dumb, unsuccessful, and won't gonna do anything beneficial in their life.

Allah never compares. He never told things like if you pray 80 times a day, you are guaranteed to enter the Heaven. NO. I've never found things like this, is there any guaranteed way to enter His heaven?

Here? If you get a straight A's, you are successful. Stupid. Hahhaha

To consider what you're capable of is important, I agree. But it's no more about getting an A+ anymore after this. For Foundation we're doing, yes, because it's the ticket for us to enter the course we intend to, with scholarships.

After this? I really do not know, please tell me if what I think is wrong, but what I expect is to learn. During my degree afterwards. Learn, in term of truly understand what is being taught, relate what I learn in my life so the knowledge can bring me closer to Allah. Not just to simply memorize and chase for 90% and above. It won't be my priority, but don't get me wrong, for now, it is!! Getting a 90% and above IS MY PRIORITY, but I will still insya Allah remember the one thing that's really important in my life - relationships with Allah & human beings.

It's crazy.. To be around people who just really want the As.. Even they way they talk, think, is materialistic.. I'm scared that I can't fit.. :/

I just wanna be happy..

That was the moment I realized how valuable it is actually. Money isn't definitely everything, but that doesn't mean it's feckless. 

Last Wednesday, I really had to print out my Biology's lecture note on my own, cause my room mate's printer went down that night. 

There's two printing shop at my campus, the one students always go to, and the one otherwise. :B

I was kinda rushing so I didn't care about all that, I didn't wanna go through all the ques, what's more it was rather hot on that day, besides I also had to see my chemistry's lecturer afterwards.

I went to the other shop to print out two chapters.

I was expected the price would be a little expensive than usual, and yes. Guess what?

RM15.90. :B

I remained to keep my calm face, despite my friends making a shocked face.. LOL

However, I don't really mind actually. It's knowledge anyway.

It was just a few seconds that I realized money actually has some value.. :P

It's been to days.. Raining all the time. Will be a better person than last sem. Huuuuu that's the new version. It's really, I don't know, nervous I think, to write what are my goals for the end of this March, which is the date of final exams. I just wanna say that.. I will do my best, no more try, but am doing and insya Allah will keep doing my best.

My hand writing is. I don't know how to describe it, it's just naturally bad. The shape is so ugly. Even I myself get tired of reading my own notes, if there's any that I copied during lecture. Really. They're sickening!! Only during examinations, I try to write as neat as possible, even if it's hideous, at least (I hope) the examiner can see I've worked hard on it!!

It's like a curse, everything I write, become ugly. I hate writing!!

Can I use the label "School Life" for my study life at college?? I think I should!! :D

Yeayyyy it's already around the corner!! I'm so happy. Next week would be the study week, with Test 2 on Wednesday. For sure I'm not going home.. Will be studying. For this last one month. Can't be so glad yet until the day. I don't really have something to say. I'm fine here, doing well as usual, still getting used to this place - which I don't think I would cause I've got a wayyyy better place called home. Du-uh, everybody has.  I don't really know how to talk about studies, cause I AM still a student and doing this foundation thing. If you ask me about SPM, then I'll be able to talk. I can only share about hostel. Haha oh my room is a mess, I feel sorry for my room mate, though. Lol I don't care actually. Just tidied up a bit, after the test. Not gonna have any class I guess, on this Friday. It's really hard not to go home cause I see the U90 bus every 30 minutes from my window when I study. Ugh -_-

I'm a little anxious about final.. This first sem will determine my second sem. Hm okay bye. Going to sleep and wake up early maybe. Love.

Math test wasn't so difficult..  (＇v＇)

Here's the examination hall. Cool, huh? :3



And I only hope I could get at least half of the marks. Huhuhu anyway here you go. My school! :3

Weeee yeeehawww I'm so happy I got 9/10! :D Never mind let's put the story aside.. Cause I'm so happy and if I let myself to write about how happy I am here, it'll be endless. Hihihi

So here's today story. Yesterday I heard one of the girl, from another group, but they're the same lecturer for tutorial, talking about the announcement made by our lecturer in iLearn.. She said that on the next Biology tutorial, there'll be quiz for chapter two, one game a usual, and another one "game yang sangat best". Which really scared us. You know what's the "usual" game? She will pick one of us, show one word related to the chapter, and we will have to explain what is it without saying the word - you get it? And if none of our friends couldn't guess what it is, we'll have to write an essay about it on the whole A4 paper. -___- Obviously everyone was kinda terrified when she mentioned about the "game yang sangat best". If not everyone, I was. :B

So the game was.. A cross word. That's all. About chapter two. Hihihihihihi it was really fun, though. :) We've been divided into groups, and we did it together. If any of us got 15 and below (there was 30 words), she'll set the punishment. Every groups were told to suggest one idea of the punishment. Our group's was, "give free lecture note for the next chapter". LOL but the chosen one was "draw a plant cell". With one difference. Ceyhhh :3

The groups was actually divided into groups according to group in Biology lab, it was then, but not for our group. My group had only 3 members, unlike everyone - 4. And one of us was absent, so we decided to just join any groups, and do the crossword..

Oh and tadaaaa! My group got the highest, 23/30. It was supposed to be 24 actually, ACTUALLY, really. We misspelled the word lysosomes. I somehow was so sure that the spelling is lysozome, so I argued my group members spelling, an we decided to change. Hihihih sorryyyy I will remember the spelling for the rest of my life now.

That's all for today! Thank you Allah for making my life happier day by day!

My room mate cut it out using scissor :D

My oh myyy Allah. I'm really scare. was scared, to be exact. Today was the first time I ever answered Biology question paper since SPM. :( Ever after I have seen my result slip, I've become a totally coward, phobia, towards Biology questions. LOL (I'm kinda laughing here :3) I really really love Biology, with all of my heart, but I'm just scared you know. I'm a perfectionist, the thing I hate most is to admit my mistake, not to say that I'm an irresponsible person or what, I just don't wanna ever think or expect that I will going to mess up. No way. This good-but-sometimes-can-be-bad attitude makes me a very detailed person, I always try my best to make sure I've given my best in everything I do.
The best.


And the quiz was.. Not so satisfying, but okay. That was the first, and it makes me even realize that I should revise harder for Biology.

Oh anyway! Our Physics tutor today suddenly decides to do a quiz. It wasn't really a "sudden", though cause  we should be expecting that the quizzes will be done during this week cause we're already in three chapters or more for all subjects.. It was okay. The math quiz was okay too. Really. :) The only quiz left is Chemistry, I hope I'm going to do it well, next week I guess. Going to revise harder now.

So.. Lesson of the day, I think I should revise Biology everyday. :3 I mean, to emphasize on Biology. I don't know why I'm so terrified over Biology's question, or ahhaaa I think I should answer Biology questions everyday so I won't be so shocked out and scared of seeing Biology questions LOL

Chemistry, Physics, Math is still okay you know, I'm not so "terrified" (I love this word).. Maybe cause they don't really differ with what I have done is SPM.. But so is Biology.. :/

Yeah I should I should. You have any idea? :B

Today is my birthday in Hijrah calendar! I thought it was yesterday, that's one of the reason why I fasted. -_- it was today, mommaaaaaa. I missed one day in my life to fast during my birthday. How upsetting. Never mind, it's my birthdayy yeayyyyy I've grown up a little. :3 I just wanna share that it's a sunnah to fast during your birthday, so let's fast. LOL

Oh and it's also a sunnah to wear nice cloth on Friday, did you know that? That's why I only wear pretty on Friday, and lazily on the other day. Hihihihihi lazy is okay, as long as what I wear is clean and cover my aurat right. B-)

Ummi went to my room last night, Ummi is my friend. Not my mommaaaaa. :( we did the chemistry tutorial Q together, some of the answers are wrong though, LOL

My class finishes at 3.30pm today, last Biology class was canceled. It was supposed to be after chemistry lecture, then right after the chemistry lecture finishes, there was this one dude with loud voice (obviously I didn't see him, I was sitting right in front then) saying,

"Perhatian kepada semua! Lecture bio lepas ni cancel,"

 "Attention to everyone! The next bio lecture has been canceled"

YEAYYYYYY and there you go a cheering applause from everyone.  Hm okay I gtg now, going to pray and then revise some. Done resting. xoxo

Was yesterday. Why didn't I just write the "was yesterday" as the post title? Because it seems less interesting.. I think. :3

So let me share you how it goes, I know the juniors would be looking for this kind of writing later on. Hihihi

Since the name "quiz" itself is very terrifying me, I sorta go through the notes given. It's math, there's nothing really to revise, anyway right. -___- So when the tutorial class start, our lecturer pass out a small piece of paper, containing three questions, and we have to answer it. Don't worry, you'll know the answer in five minutes, it's not that difficult actually. ACTUALLY. If you listened enough during the lecturer and do the exercises. Hahahaha the questions given were different than the friends around you you can't cheat or discuss. So, that's all. Don't worry. :D

I never noticed about my missing file until the last post I wrote you know. -,- I only noticed it last night, before I was going to bed, packing for tomorrow. I mean it's today isn't it. Never mind.

So back to the topic, the file I've lost (or misplaced) is my Biology file. Combined with Chemistry. :/ I know the last time I've seen it was during Bilogy lecture, in Dewan Kuliah 11, yes a lecture hall. A huge building. ._.

So I decided to leave my hostel earlier this morning, just to go to the lecture hall first. Undoubtedly, as I expected, the lecture hall was still closed. Du-uh who's going to enter there at 7.20 am? :/

I use "so" quite a number of time huh.. Anyway I went again during afternoon to the hall, alhamdulillah I was lucky then cause nobody was using the hall. I straight away went to the place I sat, but there was not sign of my file and I walked around the hall, until at the first row, right in front of the screen. I saw a suspicious grey file. Mwehehehehe then I can hear the file is calling for me. :D

Here are moral of the story :

1. Always check your place, make sure you've left nothing.
2. In case you realized that you left something, don't worry or get panicked. Unless it is a wallet or a phone, insya Allah nobody will take. Just go back there and look for it carefully.
3. Write your name!!

I made some time for this blog. We make time, don't expect the time to wait for you. You know why? Because Ayah just got me a laptop. It's a cool, and light one. Yes, it is light and slim. :p Thank yoooouuu, really love it. :D

So anyway, to everyone out there, please learn to adapt yourself in whatever situation you are in. We can't get the best but we can make the best out of what we have. Right? Especially around my age, what do you guys expect? To live at home, go to school, until when? Derrr come on, you want to learn or not?

It's the matter of want to learn or not. Not want to stay in a hostel or not.

Got the difference? If you want to learn, you'll make it through everything. What's more if you got this Foundation in Science at Puncak Alam. LOL how come one cannot stand the hostel? It isn't that bad at all! I've seen worse. Some of our friends have to get a bus, for like 30 minutes to go to their faculty you know? Us? We can just walk! Please appreciate..

I just wanna say that I'm having a really good time over here, yes I admit staying in home is much much much better and I do want to stay at home for the rest of my life, but I'm not gonna do that for now. I have my dreams, I'm going to chase it no matter what it takes.

If becoming an army is impossible for me, then I'll become a doctor. I'm willing to sacrifice.

This is how mine looks like. lol

Heyyy it's not that difficult as everyone has been saying, you know! Du-uh. :P

Oh anyway last Wednesday was the first (and last probably) time I washed my clothes using a pail. LOL a "pail". I'm not sure how the heck did I even get into that situation, why did I put my clothes in a pail, and filled water inside of it. -___- Right after the moment I put the water and all, I felt kinda regret. 

"Why am I doing this.. I can just bring em home,"

Then since no such way as leaving the clothes soaked for days, I put some detergent, and spin the clothes like I've seen the washing machine does, (am I doing it right? :3) I hanged the clothes.. Thank God I only did for like 2 pieces.

Since it's not really difficult and interesting, I think I'll just wash it using washing machine downstairs. It's located near the surau, at first floor. LOL

At first I thought of using "A week left" but I didn't because that sounds too pessimistic. Hm It's been half of the year I spent not doing something particularly. :3 As time goes by, the feeling of sharing what has happened in my life in this  blog is fading. I don't know why, but I think it is because I appreciate people, the true "people" in my life. It's a private, I will only going to share with them. What's the point of sharing them with someone who doesn't even care? If they really care about me, they would find it out from me. Tiba2 teringat Firdaus Zakaria. He's a really nice friend. Really..

So never mind. This is me, starting a whole new life next week. Leaving everything behind, literally everything. Not gonna bring even a single feelings with me. I'm a new person, a baby. Awwhhh I'm so cute. :P

Is it a college? I guess so, it's a one year program. Looking forward to get a 4-flat. Insya Allah. :)