It has been exactly a year after I was told that I cannot apply for the interview. Now that I have gone through that, I am grateful alhamdulillah.

I have been talking to my counselor a few times before to make my interview session as early as possible. I always believe that if you want something, you have to work for it, no matter what others will say, especially if it involves other people. He told me before that my interview might be on July, but alhamdulillah on last minute he called me that I can attend for the latest session and I made a total payment of RM500.

The subjects required are Biology, Chemistry, Maths/Physics. At least a B. Alhamdulillah so far my result was a CGPA 4.00 so I was able to attend the interview before the final result is announced.

Preparation for Interview

The deadliest "Tell me about yourself" is of course, impress them as much as possible.

The famous questions :

1. Why do you want to be a doctor

2. What do you wan to specialized in
3. How do you see yourself in 10 years

Please prepare for these basic questions! Not to mention I've studied about the school as well, the mission, the ranking, name of the dean and stuff.

For Q.2, it will be really specific. I told the interviewer that I'm going to pursue my study in Dermatologist, so she asked me these additional questions :
1. Name skin diseases
2. How the diseases occur
3. How inflammation occurs
4. How to differentiate type of skin
5. Layer of skin

On top of that, she also asked me these :
1. Which specific government hospital do you want to work at, why
2. Which private hospital do you want to work at, why
I guess these are some of the questions for them to see how we react during stress situation.. It can be anything actually. Who knows these are the questions that pop into her mind at that moment? Nahh jk.. Hihi

The rest, just be yourself and honest.

Towards the end, the interviewer told us that,

"What you answer is not important, what we want to value is how do you cope with the questions,"

Anyway, my interview was conducted with 2 candidates + 1 interviewer. I heard that it depends on your luck.. Kind of. Sometimes it's 5 at a time, sometimes it's 2 interviewer.. Doesn't really matter though. Just say what you want to say. That's all. 

I remember writing about my own PMR experience few years back.. 4 years, to be exact. Now it's Haziq's turn and I'm kinda excited actually.. I don't need any reason for that.

This is the school where I gained my Malaysia education system. Seen differences on essays, life-styles, a place that basically taught me a lot of thing. It's school.. What kind of common thing am I talking about? I wore a tudung labuh (google it!).. There are too many things.

Anyway, back to the topic, PMR won't be conducted anymore after this, based on my knowledge, a special so-called "entry examination" will be held for students who wish to enter any specific school. I'm not really sure, I have to wait until next year only then we'll know how it is exactly.

I won't say any exam is less important, cause there are people who make fun of kids being happy for getting straight A's for UPSR or PMR cause they claim that these exams are not as important as SPM. Yes, but it does play a role as I have explained before in For Those Who Think PMR is Not Important.

I wish him all the best. It's really funny to write on blog like this. Anyway I do wish him every single day, in fact I sent him today that's why I get to take the photo.. Just for soft copy record.. 

That was the moment I realized how valuable it is actually. Money isn't definitely everything, but that doesn't mean it's feckless. 

Last Wednesday, I really had to print out my Biology's lecture note on my own, cause my room mate's printer went down that night. 

There's two printing shop at my campus, the one students always go to, and the one otherwise. :B

I was kinda rushing so I didn't care about all that, I didn't wanna go through all the ques, what's more it was rather hot on that day, besides I also had to see my chemistry's lecturer afterwards.

I went to the other shop to print out two chapters.

I was expected the price would be a little expensive than usual, and yes. Guess what?

RM15.90. :B

I remained to keep my calm face, despite my friends making a shocked face.. LOL

However, I don't really mind actually. It's knowledge anyway.

It was just a few seconds that I realized money actually has some value.. :P

My hand writing is. I don't know how to describe it, it's just naturally bad. The shape is so ugly. Even I myself get tired of reading my own notes, if there's any that I copied during lecture. Really. They're sickening!! Only during examinations, I try to write as neat as possible, even if it's hideous, at least (I hope) the examiner can see I've worked hard on it!!

It's like a curse, everything I write, become ugly. I hate writing!!

Can I use the label "School Life" for my study life at college?? I think I should!! :D

No matter what people say, just keep smiling. Smile and smile and never stop smiling. Once you're able to smile, giggle! Laugh! Beat the goats, or horse! Yeahhh, that WILD laughter. Lack of revising? Sleeping at 3,4 o clock and it is still called lack? Ceh, as if I studied that hard.. I can't judge if I've studied hard, it is only proven on the result slip. I really know and understand it. That's why I'm not gonna say anything. It's not about what I think or feel, it's about what we can see. The proof. It's okay, I deserve every words.

I'm ready.

Yeah, I didn't study.
Yeah, I played too much.
Yeah, I watched tv too much.
Yeah, I used my phone too much.
Yeah, this is all I wanted.
Yeah, everything you say is true. Never wrong.

Happy now?

Bye! Hahahahha

No, I don't know my result yet.. Ayah said to wait for him. He's coming, as usual. Hihi. :3

Haish! Hello it's me, writing from mum's office. Already worn my school uniform. Around 10, we'll be *departing* to school. I don't if I'm nervouse or the air conditioner in mum's room is too cold. I think I'll just prepare for the worst, as usual, so that I'll be super happy getting a normal results. Hee! Yeah, I'm not gonna get any A.. :S Ok, that sounds very negative but heyy that makes me feel better! Than the pressure of "you'll get straigt As, you will, you will." The subjects I'm kinda worried is Bahasa Arab Tinggi and Chemistry. LOL I feel like to write this before I get the result, so.. So what? So I'll be saying, "I toldya, I'm not getting an A for these subjects!". Ohhohohoho I don't know if this is called negative thinking, or I'm just too easy-going. :D I really feel like giggling, can somebody talk to me? So I don't look that weird, giggling on my own. :3

Anyway, mum's coming together with me. This year, dad has something he can't escape. But never mind, I know he'll be calling us for like thousand times. Umm that's all for now. See me again after getting the results. ;)

Yes, it isn't. Yes, with or without it, you still can sit for SPM or A-level, or whatever you wish for. But remember, sitting for it & getting a good result is two totally diferrent things. ;) If you say PMR is not important, what about those who work so hard!? Saying it isn't important doesn't make one feel any better.. :/ Because I know a normal, majority students have worked so hard for their parents, country, and religion. No matter what your result is, that is what God has determined for you. It's okay not to be so clever like some of them, because we are all "clever" in our own way. God is fair. Your result is the best for you ; because that's a decision has been mde by God for you. Trust me.

Back to the main topic, you don't understand how important for people who had to sit for PMR to get a good result. The only way to study in Pure Science is to get a good result in PMR because the class is limited and so we have to compete. Unlike going to a private school, you can just go. Okay? Even my brother didn't even sit for UPSR & PMR, still he's doing Dentistry in local university with scholarship. It is not important FOR PEOPLE WHO COULDN'T sit for the exam.

Yes, it doesn't show our future, yes it's true. We may get a straight A in PMR but end up no A's in SPM, yes it MAY. Everything may occur in this world. We just do not know. It's all God's plan for us. Thus, we have to do the best in everything we do as long as we still have the chance. Everything is important as long as we're still on the track to somewhere we do not know, & all we know is we're on the track to somewhere. I even may die right after I finish writing this blog, just because of what MAY occur, do I have to lay on bed all the time? No, right.

Still, if you're planning on going to private college after this & inherit your family's wealth, it's okay not to score. But please stop saying getting a good result is not important. We all have worked so hard. Not matter what is the result, we all have. We have to work hard to get the scholarship as long as the chance is there. Unless it is written that a good result is not for us, only then we'll find another way. For now, we'll just pray to God to help us in getting a scholarship. We won't give up. I won't.

This satisfy me. I hope satisfy some of us too. Hehe.

9A- 62 students
8A- 20 students
7A-25 students

My oh my Allah.. Alhamdulillah. I got 9A's, though. Few years back.. -,- Nonetheless, I'd like to congratulate every PMR 2010 students, ESPECIALLY to SAMTTAJ students. You guys are the best! We are the best! :)

I know this is lame, since everyone has been posting about this like few weeks ago, I'm only posting this now. However, I don't feel as satisfying as after answering the Biology paper, which is the last paper for core subjects weeks. My head feel heavy. Memorizing too much. -,- Really hope, at least I could get an A for Pendidikan Al-Quran & As-Sunnah. Shall we sleep now?  Ya Allah, my post with the Labels School will not increase as rapid as before from today, I guess.

Anyway I'm going to return the book from Skim Pinjaman Buku  Teks tomorrow. Why didn't I do it today.. Now I have to go to school back tomorrow, never mind.

You see I won't put any sad emoticons in this post  (not even an example!) because I am NOT at all. It's not a trash.. Just say whatever you want, I do whatever I wanna do.

This morning was the last class ever with a teacher. Tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, I'll be finishing my exam oriented "SPM". Eh. I still have another two papers left, Bahasa Arab Tinggi & Pendidikan Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah. Both are my favourite, and I learn them to live. Really. That's why I'm so glad that it's position in the time table is rather last. ;)

Currently I'm studying Chemistry, Periodic Table of Elemen, on Group 17, specifically. I'm rather anxious actually. For the rest of my life, I've never answered those subjects' exam "well". How I should I say. I can answer, but I still don't feel satisfied for my answers! That's why, tomorrow, I really really hope that I can satisfy myself, so that the myself when first time being introduced to Chemistry by Cikgu Zainab, won't dissapoint of the future me.

Anyway I've decided to teach Add Math & Science subjects with Mak LAng in front of my house. Hehe. Besides I can occupy my time doing benefcial things, I can make sure that I won't forget what I've learnt for 17 years! I'm so happy. My life is so blessed, Alhamdulillah.

Physics has passed. Add Math was fun. Another two killer subjects and I'm ready to reborn. Ehehe. I don't wanna say anything about my results yet, just wait for me to upload my result slip okay. I will. That's my promise. No matter how embarassing it is, eventhough I know nobody cares. I would still do it because I'm afraid I'll mispalce it. So if I do, I still have the back up. LOL. Been caught by flu since last weekend. :'( Thank God I'm sitting at the most back otherwise everyone will de disgusted of me. Then they won't be able to answer. So bad. What the hell am I blabbering about? Nevermind~ I'll find someone like you~

I'm a pro. ;)

I just can't put up with you. You've done enough! Now I just want you to stay out of my way. I don't wanna see you anymore in my life.. I know I will but not in coming 3 years, okay! For the time being. I'm sick of being stressed out because of you. You're definitely not my type AT ALL. Tomorrow will be the last day I will ever going to see you. I love you so much but we just can't get through, we're not meant to be. That's it.

I love you, Additional Mathematics. You've taught me the importance of patience in my life. The subject I think has taught me about moral value very much, to me. Really I mean it. Looking forward to work with Mak Ngah as Additional Mathematics tutor next year. Weeehhhooooo! :D

Have you ever felt like that? Now I know how stressful those kids who's being forced by their parents to get an excellent result at such a young age. Even myself, a grown up kid, can't stand it, and how are kids, in the age of less that 10 years old, can bear such pressure? I'm so grateful for having parents who never forced me into being too competitive in academic and get a good result.

During of my English class few years ago, I had one classmate, I think between the age of 30 - 40. A woman. A mother. She told the class how proud she was, when she accompanied her children to revise, her children managed to increase the mark during examination from 95% to 100%. O.o it's just the matter of number.

Examination is not a competition between others. It's a competition with ourselves. I've seen many of us, being too "competitive" that they can't even share any information with others. Yeah, what a good competition.

Never mind, just forget it. I don't have any paper tomorrow. Very tired now, and currently watching the match between Malaysia and Indonesia.

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm so tired! I should take a nap.

Life has been so easy nowadays. As if I've ever gone through a terrible life..??? :D Nahh, I'm just happy. So happy. People say,

"If you have few good friends that you can count with your fingers, you're lucky,"

I'm so lucky. Hihihihi. This kind of post can only be posted when you have a title as a "school girl/boy" you see. I don't wanna remorse later on for not posting this. Can't wait to discover this world!

You wanna know a secret to have a happy life? Never lie. That's all. If you have pen, never say you don't to people who want to borrow it. Just clearly say, "no I can't lend this pen to you because this is my favourite pen". What's more when it has to do with people. For example, "no, I've never known her/him". Someone terasa? It's okay. It's all in past. Like I care. *laughing like an idiot*. Haiyooo.

Let's go to the park, you get two packets of cheezy wedges and I'll buy some pizza. Yummyyy. Bring everyone.

Hari ni saya terasa dipanggil untuk menulis dalam Bahasa Melayu. Mungkin kerana saya sedang memperhalusi karangan Bahasa Melayu saya kebelakangan ini? Hhhmm. Banyak kata yang tak mampu ku ungkapkan. Hanya doa & restu semua orang yang mengenali saya yang dapat membantu saya mengecapi kejayaan di dunia & akhirat. Hanya Allah yang dapat membantu saya. Tolong, saya merayu, maafkan segala kesilapan saya. Saya tak akan berkata, "maafkan sekiranya ada kesilapan," kerana saya sedar saya hanyalah hamba Allah yang terus menerus melakukan kesilapan. :'( Tersentuh pula. 

Semoga dilapangkan hati dan diberi petunjuk oleh Allah. Tujuan saya memperoleh kejayaan dalam SPM, yakni 11 A+ hanyalah untuk mendapat tiket agar saya dapat berkorban ke jalan Allah. Jurusan Kedoktoran. Saya tak cukup gagah untuk menjadi tentera, tapi saya boleh belajar bersungguh-sungguh.

Tolong ya? Sesiapa yang membaca ni. Kasihani saya. Doakan saya. Saya sangat harga itu. Hanya Allah yang mampu membalas jasa anda.. Amin.

I know I forgot to write my name on the essay my English teacher had asked us to write, so she actually entered the class and asked, who's essay is who's as there were three essays written by unknown. I raised up my hand and she said, "are you sure you used this foolscap paper instead of A4 paper?,". Oh, yes, I wrote in an A4 paper.. But I'm sure I didn't write my name! Then she was like, I've kept your paper, I knew it was yours.

How did she know? Could be because my essay was good.. PFFFFFTTTT..!!! Perasan!!! Nah, just kidding. :P Regretting reading this? Sorry, I thought it was funny enough to write on this blog and I just don't wanna forget.. But don't worry, seriously I only spent less than five minutes writing this! Gotta go. :)

First of all, I'd like to emphasize that THIS POST HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY CURRENT LIFE. Period. This is just a sudden thought, and I think this post is going to be an interesting (not that interesting, but suitable for my blog) post.

"I don't wanna know who she is, I wanna know who she is TO YOU,"

I should have asked this, so my body didn't have to go for anaerobic process because of lack of glucose I spent on wondering what hurts me so much.

It never matters to me anymore. We were just a friend. And I'm aware of how unsentimental Malays are. I can accept it now. That's the fact. Only Japanese would cry for my absent. As year goes by, I've been educating myself not to being too sentimental with my Malays friends because it useless. Nobody accept it. Betrayals everywhere. Just saying. Had enough of trusting people.

Exactly a year ago (plus minus 7 days), I asked a good friend of mine, who's that girl who he seems quite attached with. I couldn't actually "see" actually, because I don't seem him every so often. Then he began to tell me her name, where she lives, where she's studying at, (continue yourself).

But those answers never satisfy me. I was so offended on that period of time because he started to not to talk to me anymore, while as what I see, he could do what I thought he was supposed to do it to me, to other girl. I'm not the kind of girl who get jealous with no reason. You know how open minded I am if you follow my blog, I believe. 

Then today, suddenly, as my family and I were on our way to home after having a golf session (we had to go back home because it was raining cat and dog!), this suddenly crossed my mind.