First of all, I'd like to emphasize that THIS POST HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY CURRENT LIFE. Period. This is just a sudden thought, and I think this post is going to be an interesting (not that interesting, but suitable for my blog) post.
I should have asked this, so my body didn't have to go for anaerobic process because of lack of glucose I spent on wondering what hurts me so much.
It never matters to me anymore. We were just a friend. And I'm aware of how unsentimental Malays are. I can accept it now. That's the fact. Only Japanese would cry for my absent. As year goes by, I've been educating myself not to being too sentimental with my Malays friends because it useless. Nobody accept it. Betrayals everywhere. Just saying. Had enough of trusting people.
Exactly a year ago (plus minus 7 days), I asked a good friend of mine, who's that girl who he seems quite attached with. I couldn't actually "see" actually, because I don't seem him every so often. Then he began to tell me her name, where she lives, where she's studying at, (continue yourself).
But those answers never satisfy me. I was so offended on that period of time because he started to not to talk to me anymore, while as what I see, he could do what I thought he was supposed to do it to me, to other girl. I'm not the kind of girl who get jealous with no reason. You know how open minded I am if you follow my blog, I believe.
Then today, suddenly, as my family and I were on our way to home after having a golf session (we had to go back home because it was raining cat and dog!), this suddenly crossed my mind.
"I don't wanna know who she is, I wanna know who she is TO YOU,"
I should have asked this, so my body didn't have to go for anaerobic process because of lack of glucose I spent on wondering what hurts me so much.
It never matters to me anymore. We were just a friend. And I'm aware of how unsentimental Malays are. I can accept it now. That's the fact. Only Japanese would cry for my absent. As year goes by, I've been educating myself not to being too sentimental with my Malays friends because it useless. Nobody accept it. Betrayals everywhere. Just saying. Had enough of trusting people.
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