Ahhhh. I'm very determined & certain about the pain, and all. It's very okay with me. I personally that kind of person who takes a very good care of my teeth,  so I'm sure I won't have any problem with that. The thing is, I'm gonna have to extract four of my teeth. Four. I'm not scared or what, I just feel kinda lost. I'm gonna lose part of my body which has been with me for 18 years. A totally healthy teeth. I've never had any dental problems, I go on regular dental check-ups.. I've been watching lost of videos on wearing a braces, mostly from Asians, because I wanna know the change which might occur on my face and all. Since my lips are quite filled *hehehehe* I don't think I'll have that weird 1 cm lips like the Westerns do, after wearing braces. -_____- The earlier, the better. The appointment is on this Friday. Another three days. I have another three days to think about it. To think!? I've made up my mind, totally. I'm just gonna miss the teeth.. If it's gonna worth. It will, yes.

For some people, they say it's for beauty. I'm not. I'm putting on braces for health of my gums, my oral. That's all. If it were for beauty, I'm sure it's gonna pretty easy for them, cause "Beauty Knows Pain" is it? Uhhh. I'm not! I'm not crazy about beauty cause I'm beautiful just the way I am. Confidence? I'm made of confidence, pride. I'm totally confidence with myself!

People I'm closed with have been saying to me to just keep the teeth with me everywhere since I'm really gonna feel the lost. I'm sentimental. I've been using the word sentimental a lot these days because of this braces thing. I'm going to make a video diary IF I were to put on.. :/