Is the people who looks strange. O.O Then everyone must be a stranger for Labu, because he looks at everyone in strange way. Yeah, like this. O.O Anyway Labu is my fat grey cat..

So, recently I met someone. Not so stranger. I love everyone. What's more those people I used to know, even now I know as a different person. People I used to know somehow have the special place in my heart. *Awwwwwwwhhh* Even if they're gonna ignore me, I will still love them so  I'll just pray the best of them in here & hereafter. That's all. I'm a girl blessed with love. I'm made of love. Though I may be rude ALL THE TIME..

It's not rude actually! I just wanna say what's in my mind and make it clear.. :/ I will never try to embarrass people or annoy people or those negative things.. What's for!? I never did such bad things except for only one person. I only THOUGHT of doing it, you know. I never did..



When I say I care, I truly mean it. It's only about you and I. Nothing matters. Whoever my friends are.. It's about you and I. I think it's not fair not to befriend somebody just because you have *that* one friend. I don't judge people. Everyone has their own special gift. Regardless those bad attitudes you have, I'm not even interested of knowing it. It's okay, that's your right to keep it secret. I won't make you say. I just wanna find good attitudes (?? Yucks.. This is totally not the word, but nvm) in you. In every people in this world. That's all. && my good friends should understand that. I, as a friend would never stop my *true* friend from doing something, or make a new friend.. I might be a little jealous but heyy! There are many good things behind it. If I really love my friends, I'll just pray to Allah after every time I pray for their well-being here & hereafter (okayy I'm repeating). If you're my true friends who really love me, please just pray for me. That's the happiest thing you could ever do to me.

I'm not the type to text people. Really. It's so hard to reach me. Sometimes I leave my phone for days under the pillow. -____- Nobody really sees this, come onnn it's just a text. At most it only cost 10 sen. But I do. With normal people, which I don't really care.. (Very harsh, huh?) I don't really keep in touch. Everyone thinks I'm nice maybe cause I'm just good at talking and I love to smile. && I love to listen. That's why.. :) Yeah, right. HAHAHAHA. I'm evil actually. back to the text part, it's a private conversation. Ofcourse I'm serious about it! Unlike in social networking, it's public. I won't be personal in FB, that's so lame. FB is FB. My life is my life. Nobody can see me in FB. I'm not there. It never affects my social life even if I stop on using FB, cause I don't really use it! I don't know how. I'm so dumb. I can't be saying "I love you" in public and truly mean it. That's so embarrassing!! That's why I won't be serious in FB, or whatever it is. It's public.

The really sad thing is, mostly, at the first month they're gonna like text me 24/7 and suddenly disappear just like that. Kids, that's so rude. I used to get annoyed by this but now I'm fine. I have to understand the fact that most people just wanna have fun. Hehe. When they get bored, they'll find someone else to bother! I know. They only get excited during the earlier of knowing somebody. Weee. :) I really hate this & sometimes it pisses me off and I start to ask tons of question like a polis pencen (my father loves this word) and somehow I noticed that, if somebody really wanna know about me they won't mind me asking like stupid dog barking to the wall.. I'm not looking for answers, I'm just saying my thoughts! Really. For real. I don't want an answer. Most people will just get annoyed and never talk to me like the way they used to. Haha. I'm very pushy.. Especially when it comes to male. I'm so sorry but I have to or I'll get mad holding on what I want to say.

As you might see, whoever follows my blog, I'm a very very very sentimental person. I only look like a heartless person because I like to be sarcastic and make that poker face. But I'm not that hard actually.. :P Though people come and go, I will still pray for them. When I see you, I'll give the warmest smile && might even hug yooooouuuu.. Hehehe. :) It's veryyy okay to just leave and ignore me, cause I won't force people to do sth. Just know that, whenever you feel like the world is ignoring you, I will always be somewhere on Earth praying for the best of you all the time. Will that make you feel better? I suppose, cause it does to me.

Looks like another writing from a teenager, huh? Yeah I know. I'm gonna write as how I see world regularly. I can see myself growing. Oh yes I've been writing since I was in Standard Five or something..

I still remember what my English teacher had told me, if you wanna write a good essay, imagine about somebody and write about them, you won't run out of ideas. Hihi. && no wonder my English essays will must have one character, not matter what kind of essay it is about! For sure I love essays on writing a story, no doubt! I write about everyone I'm kinda interested in so I can look back & remember later. I mean in this blog. Hehehe.

And I treat people as nice as they treat me. Could be nicer. :)