Are inseperable. Some of them just refuse to admit it, but deep inside they know.
I only have few people whom I love in my life at this age, because I lost the part of school friends. Hoho. Though I know it's never too late to build, but I heard that friends since school is different? I don't know.
Because of that, sometimes I feel threatened. As though I'm incompetent with that one person, compared to others. Maybe cause I am too big-headed to think that the people I love belongs to only me. That's impossible. A long as we live on earth, we can never have a relationship with only one person, unless you live in a cave!
Could it be because I'm a girl? Haha. But that's fine, like I love to tell : you are the one who can change yourself. As long as you are observent enough to realize your mistake, there is always a space for you to improve and make a change. I gotta fix my imaan a bit more seriously I guess!
It's my habit to keep myself busy to distract from these useless feelings induced by satan. Hahaha. No no no I should not blame it to satan ; I'm the one who lead myself to what I feel. When I get busy, I guess I was lack in remembering Him. :/
On top of that, when I'm writing this I realized how much I have not been giving attention to all my kitties. Alhamdulillah He was just reminding me. Ahhhh! Semester exam is coming in a month and I'm trying to get myself on track again and again, because I keep on losing it.
Ehhh. Guess it wasn't a jealousy afterall, it was just a pinch of exam-stress. Sorry for exaggerating and if I made you worry. Hihihi
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Budak2 tak boleh tengok gambar ni....heeee. tapi lawak la pulak.
ReplyDeleteSaya pun budak2.. Hihihi
DeleteI feel the same way as yours dear.. It is impossible to think that the one is only belongs to us. And I'm in the middle of changing the thought
ReplyDeleteKalau parents macam mana? Jelesss dengan adik, kakak, hahahahah :p
DeleteMaaf jika saya beri komen ye...seandainya blog ini ditulis dalam Bahasa Melayu mesti lagi menarik dan mesti lebih ramai pembaca. Sekadar berkongsi pendapat...:)
ReplyDeletecara buang angin dalam badan
Terima kasih atas pendapat.. Saya masih bertatih untuk belajar semula Bahasa Melayu dengan baik.. :( Insya Allah saya cuba campur sikit2.. :)
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