Sometimes you just do not know why, but you tend to take advantage of Z, whom out of seven million people on Earth, Z is  the only person you'd yell. You'd raise your voice. To you, Z is the worst kind of person. Everything Z does is flawed. Z deserves to take all those poop.

Maybe it's because of your instinct.

You feel insecure.

To you, the person is small, weak, mute, invisible, so you reassure yourself that you are stronger by acting like you are, towards them.

When a person is drown, they will push everything to the bottom in order to push themselves upward so they can breathe. For a few moment, they forget about the person they push, the only thing they know is to be able to breathe. If the person they push is stronger, alhamdulillah, they will survive, but what if otherwise?

That's why if you want to save somebody from being drown, sometimes it's better to calm the victim first. And pull them using their hair. I learnt this, please correct me if I'm wrong! Hahaha

Just like us. When we could hardly breathe, we're exhausted, we tend to push everyone around us down, just to make ourselves feel better.

We yell. We raise our voices. We get angry over petty things. Just to make us feel better. Just to survive.

We forget that the people who faithfully stick around us might get hurt as well.