(I think I should make a label called "ShortStories". My head is full of imagination all the time. :/ )

Every time you see me, your gaze changes. Your voice changes. You turn into a very serious person immediately. Most of the time, with a face full of worries.

I can only hope that the laughter & smile of yours for them, are actually for me too.

The few seconds of your laughter & smile because of me is the best moment of my life. I can never be happier more than that.

Because I know you're the one who loves me most in this world.

What's the point of me living if you won't smile? If your gaze is full of worries? It's not like I'm a sociable person, I don't have much friends. I can count using my finger how many times I've gone out with friends. I don't have any interest. I don't really like this world anyway, honestly.

If you won't smile, I don't know what should I do. I got messed up. I can't stop thinking - what have I done wrong, what can I do to make you smile.

Maybe by avoiding to see you, would make me feel better, even a little. At least your eyes can't reach me. But still it won't stop your heart from telling me how worried, disappointed you are.. :/ I hate the word disappointed.............

I feel like you're disappointed because clearly you don't trust me. You don't trust that I've done every single thing you want me to do. I HAVE. :'(

I have nobody, I only have you. Even my own mouth doesn't work really well for me. Only you would stand up for me, I believe. I don't know how to stand on my own feet.. If you don't trust me, I don't know what to do..

I. Don't. Know. What. Else. Should. I. Do. To. Make. You. Feel. Better.

It's my fault. I get too emotional. I can't keep you out of my mind and let it ruins everything. I can't keep on being like this. I'll try to deaf & blind myself from the world, including you and do my best. I started to comprehend that the only way to convince this world is the result. Not the effort.

I'm so sorry, I really didn't realize this. My apology. It's really my fault, my only goal in this life is to bring a smile on your face. That's all. I'd do anything for your happiness. No matter how hurt it is not being trusted, how heartless the words thrown at me are, I won't complain.

Because I know you love me so much and I deserve every single pain. My voice have no rights...........

I'm trying really hard to be the girl you're proud to have. The girl that will bring a smile just by looking at my face. A dream girl..