Living Differently

By Rara - Friday, August 03, 2012

Problems being a pretty girl, the percentage of finding a good male friends are less than 15%. -_- (lol so what? I'm not talking about myself :P) What do you expect? Go out with me? Meal with me? Hell no! I'm not that kind of girl and I don't think I'm that anti-social too. I too make friends, I always remind myself to treat people nice, no matter how they treat me. I don't mind. You wanna talk about me behind, go ahead, if you ask help for me, I'd love to help. Cause I don't fully belong to myself anyway, I belong to Allah. If I don't use this physical Allah lent me on to do good things, what for?

Come onn, you were once had problems with hostel stuffs, I listened to you sincerely. Really. I expect nothing from that. I don't mind at all! I do give back, show concern, asking about your study, how & where you're going to perform your solat Jumaat, but you didn't seem pleased to answer those "caring" questions. Instead, keep on talking about going out together, kiss and all? Yucks.

Silly! Not all urban girls do not mind conversations like that! Talk about boys, you think all English speaking girls chase after boys? Want boys' attentions?

And you're saying as if I'm not a nice person? Haish. I don't know what's your definition for a "nice" person, is "nice" person, like you? I've been tolerate enough to you, and I don't mind at all. Have I ever make you feel guilty? Nehi, right?

And I know I can list out things that are really irritated to me, because of your attitude. But I don't mind, cause I know nobody's perfect. I know. I forgive immediately too. I really don't mind who to befriend with, really. It doesn't matter to me what kind of person you are, you're a smoker, ugly (haha), short, whoever you are.

But one thing that matters to me - respect. Once you start talking about "things-normal-social-girl-do", I will leave you right at that moment and we won't know each other anymore. Don't relate those things to me, go on talk about what you do during weekend, I don't mind listening, but don't be such a pushy to me. But I know I did give few chances, if people have shown the signs of disliking something, even if it's indirectly, or jokingly, please get it. Just say "sorry," and stop talking about it. Train yourself to say "sorry," and "thank you," all the time. Train. You have to train yourself, trust me.

My life is already perfect, Allah has given me a loving family, few great friends, and cats. That's it. I won't ask for more, I'm grateful enough. I love everyone, if somebody and I won't make us both get closer to the Jannah, then I won't hesitate. Bye-bye don't befriend with me, we're not compatible. Moreover if it's a guy, ugh. Unless you can keep one condition - respect. ;)

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