Is pronounced as PU-RA-I-DO in Japanese!
I easily freak out when people start to accusing me of this and that. But I learnt that it is not ALWAYS good to "fight back" and convince that I'm not. Some people are better left that way, thinking as how they want to because there's no guarantee that they're gonna listen to me. I don't really bother about what people might think of me, or I don't even bother to tell people how they should judge me. No, no, no. I've been keeping myself quiet for years, and I'm used to it.
It's better to act bad than act nice, to me.
I'm a girl, I can't let my guard down all the time. Once I did, and there seems no appreciation, okay I won't. Not again. Not worth. There are still people appreciating me just the way I am even when my guard is as high as Mt. Everest. :B
The closer someone to me, the more I say bad things you know! I'm an ego person, I won't easily show my love. Eeeeuuuuuwwwwww!! I'm trying to be nice to you, but if that's what you say, okay then.
It's very hard to find someone we are looking for, you know? I don't know cause I never tried. I never put a scale for a "good" person to me. As to what I see, nobody can. When they say they want to find someone like bla bla bla they only end up saying. The words go and disappear just like that.
And for that reason, I just befriend with everyone. Be nice to everyone. Never judge or doubt && most importantly, never trust.
Some people just don't know how to say "I don't like you, so don't bother me again,". So, if you ever come across of (<---- I love this phrase!) people who you're just starting to get to know, trying to say all those things about you, you should know your place and try to understand. That's a message from them that they don't really like you. So, if you never had any of their contact number before, just delete those and act like you two used to.
But don't hate them!! If they ever come back and treat you nice, just treat them nice back. Be nice to everyone and Allah will be nice to you. Who cares if they will going to treat you right back or what, cause you're doing it for Allah. Just don't go too far. A reminder to myself.
Pride.
I easily freak out when people start to accusing me of this and that. But I learnt that it is not ALWAYS good to "fight back" and convince that I'm not. Some people are better left that way, thinking as how they want to because there's no guarantee that they're gonna listen to me. I don't really bother about what people might think of me, or I don't even bother to tell people how they should judge me. No, no, no. I've been keeping myself quiet for years, and I'm used to it.
It's better to act bad than act nice, to me.
I'm a girl, I can't let my guard down all the time. Once I did, and there seems no appreciation, okay I won't. Not again. Not worth. There are still people appreciating me just the way I am even when my guard is as high as Mt. Everest. :B
The closer someone to me, the more I say bad things you know! I'm an ego person, I won't easily show my love. Eeeeuuuuuwwwwww!! I'm trying to be nice to you, but if that's what you say, okay then.
It's very hard to find someone we are looking for, you know? I don't know cause I never tried. I never put a scale for a "good" person to me. As to what I see, nobody can. When they say they want to find someone like bla bla bla they only end up saying. The words go and disappear just like that.
And for that reason, I just befriend with everyone. Be nice to everyone. Never judge or doubt && most importantly, never trust.
Some people just don't know how to say "I don't like you, so don't bother me again,". So, if you ever come across of (<---- I love this phrase!) people who you're just starting to get to know, trying to say all those things about you, you should know your place and try to understand. That's a message from them that they don't really like you. So, if you never had any of their contact number before, just delete those and act like you two used to.
But don't hate them!! If they ever come back and treat you nice, just treat them nice back. Be nice to everyone and Allah will be nice to you. Who cares if they will going to treat you right back or what, cause you're doing it for Allah. Just don't go too far. A reminder to myself.
Pride.
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