For those who's going to sit for "big"examination this year would know in what month we are, right? June. The sixth month for 2011. Another less than five months untill the real SPM. I start to have sweat for being too nervous when I pause for awhile and look back on what have I done for SPM. How much is my preparation? Is it equal to 1 year & 6 months of schooling? No. Unfortunately, no.

Honestly I'm going to make a difference now. A total of change. In academic, and in my personal life as well. It's like a dejavu. Whenever a "big" examination (hehe "big" sound cuter than public :D) is getting nearer, I found myself sort of filtering which friends I should be with. Without I'm realizing it, I naturally leave those who will only going to pull me onto the ground, in fact into the ground. Remember? During PMR, you were not there. What's more when SMA. SPM? :)

I understand. You had a big problem with me. Being understood doesn't mean that I'm going to do something about it right? Cause I just can't change my date of birth.. :D LOL. Shut up. I know, it's just me. I know. From the start, I already knew it. Sad enough I didn't notice  myself making you as part of my life..

Therefore, starting from today, I'm going to make a HUGER chagne in my life like I did two years back. I left everything to focus on my study. To get the ticket to go where I am now. Now I have to fight to get the ticket for which path will I go for the rest of my life. For the rest my life. I'm serious. If I could be very serious two years back, when I was a total kid, I must be able to make a bigger change now cause I'm a kid who's grown up a BIT! :D

Goodbye everything, everywhere, everyone! :) Hello A+ & A ! xD